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Finding HOME amongst the chaos ✯

As the energies are reaching some very intense peaks at the moment, many hearts are hurting, minds are confused, spirits are low and bodies tired. There is so much to say and yet no words seem to grasp the essence and mysteries of what is really going on around the world and even in the universe.

We have been in lockdown for quite a while now. This is giving us the opportunity to tune in, redefine, reassess, reprioritise. It is also bringing forward a lot of questions and uncertainties regarding how we can transition into a safe space for all and also, how we can move towards a healthier and more harmonious way of being and living.

There is no going back. And yet how do we reenter the world with more integrity, respect and humility than we had before? How can we move with more grace, courage and an open heart?

Each person needs to find their own way of standing up for their beliefs, for justice, for a fairer world.

Racist behaviour is not OK. And… shaming others for the way they respond to these events is not OK either. There is a need for personal responsibility that is undeniable but going into division over this is the exact opposite of the medicine we need at the moment.

Blaming has never healed anything, just as responding to violence by more violence is a lost cause.

If we could all stand strong in our integrity, with fierce values, then we may find harmonious ways of rebuilding the beautiful rainbow we were created to make up together. This will not happen by pointing fingers and believing that our way of fighting, dealing with, standing up for, is better than someone else’s. We must speak up, fully embody the warrior we are meant to be and let others find their way, their fight, their battlefield.

Someone else’s battlefield may look very different from yours. This does not mean that they are not fighting the same demons for the same values as you are.

Make a wish for Mother Earth and all living beings…

Fear is growing, without an inch of doubt. We, as a human species, are facing one of the biggest challenges of all times: to either give in to fear or to rise with love. This may seem airy fairy. Yet, I know with my whole heart that the choice we make in this regard is of crucial importance.

Do we want to live in fear or do we want to live in love?

How do we proceed when there are so many strong contradictions, conflicting opinions and distorted bits of information out there?

By going inward first.

By learning to be quiet enough to hear our heart’s whispers and soul’s guidance.

Tuning back in, just like an old radio that needs fine adjustments to be heard clearly.

We are all heavily bombarded with information and stimuli of all types. Our minds are saturated. They need decluttering and spring cleans on a regular basis in order to function. YOU are the only one who can do this for yourself. Yes, you can get help, but you must take responsibility and be disciplined about this.

Practise and commit.

Show up for yourself first. This will allow you to show up for others and the world with no hidden agenda or bypassing.

I strongly believe that the biggest disease of our time is:

DISCONNECTION

disconnection from self,

disconnection from the earth,

disconnection from spirit and,

disconnection from our fellow beings.

Disconnection is without doubt the root of most harmful decisions

and

destructive behaviours.

We can all start by reconnecting with and to ourselves.

This is the foundation.

What do we need to unlearn in order to remember the connection we’ve been carrying within ourselves from way before birth? How do we need to listen to find the door to our own wisdom?

Isn’t it ironic that we are in a situation in which we are of having to social distance. No cozy meetings, no touch, no hugs, nothing… when the need to build connection is the greatest it’s ever been.

We must, more than ever, start honouring the life within and around us, work and commit to being present in this moment.

Again, this may seem cliché; but NOW, is the only time that really exists, it is the only time in which you can take action, step into who you truly are and what you have come here for.

Pay attention.

Stay awake.

Use your senses.

Find joy in small things.

There is always an invitation to enter the realm of magic with gratitude and reverence for life .

Your soul does not call you yesterday or tomorrow.

It only connects and converses with you in THIS very moment.

You are alive in this very moment, not yesterday nor tomorrow.

What truly matters to you?

Start being ruthlessly honest with yourself.

What makes you feel alive?

Do the inner work.

Be gentle and bold.

Be mindful and focused.

There is no time to lose.

I made a little video of me reading an extract from my book ‘Letters from the Wound’ for an online Literature Festival during lockdown, with some original footage from various places I have been and love. I hope it will help you come back home ? (click on video to watch)

Link to the Festival’s website: https://stayathomelitfest.co.uk

PS: All photos in this post were taken in York. (no filter)

PS 2: You can find my book on Amazon worldwide. Links in my little shop section. If for some reason you would prefer to get one directly for me, just send me a message.

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With much love always, Natacha ??❤️???

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‘Twisted Reality’ – Original song/video

Distortions….

They carry on their journey as if they were kings and queens ruling the world – and yet there is nothing royal or noble about them. They simply live absorbed in themselves and prisoners of their own created image and cage.

The mist can be thick, the fog suffocating and yet the piercing eyes of the heart will break through any illusion, any “twisted reality”.

I invite you to look beyond the veil – both within and around you.

Notice what emerges, what just is. Resist the temptation to grip, to judge, to fix. Simply allow the dance of all that is to find its own rhythm, its own flow. Allow yourself to be blessed by the power of movement and the grace of stillness.

I invite you to enter your sacred temple of darkness and light. It is filled with colours.

Yes darkness and light share the same house and have made it a rainbow HOME. They are not at war; they have never been. They are simply in love.

Start putting an end to the wars inside you by no longer supplying the weapons… Breathe, feel the ecstasy of full presence and openness in this very moment. It all starts here, now.

Rise from the truth of your being into the sacred flame of the universe.

You are made of magic. Truly.

 

“Turn down the light
Switch off the radio,
Give up the fight,
Soften, surrender, let go

Twisted reality
Finding new ways to be
Amongst the flowers
Amongst the weeds
Amongst the wasted seeds

My fire burns on
Stronger today
Winds in my sails

Twisted reality
Finding new ways to be
Amongst the flowers
Amongst the weeds
Amongst the wasted seeds

My fire burns on
Stronger today
Winds in my sails

That dreadful morning
When all grew still and quiet
I should have given up
Instead I chose to rise

Between the shadows
Between what’s left and gone
I could have given up
Instead I chose to rise

Twisted reality
Finding new ways to be
Amongst the flowers
Amongst the weeds
Amongst the wasted seeds

My fire burns on
Stronger today
Winds in my sails”

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‘The Spirits Are Calling Now’ – Original song/video

The drums called me home a while back. They whispered, sang, howled, and beat until I listened. I don’t know where home is but I do know that there, there is a drum. A drum beating to the rhythm of my own heart, to the rhythm of the earth, to the light of the stars, to the dance of the whole universe.

My original song and video  ‘The Spirits Are Calling Now’ to share the journey with you. (Most of the footage I filmed in Lithuania while making my medicine/shamanic drum)

“Do da han de du dan do…

Buried
Within the womb of the world
Carried
Most precious jewel – a hidden pearl

Rising from the deep well
Rising within each cell, Hmmm

Deep
Within the bones
Within the stones
Present with every breath
With every death

The spirits are rising now
The spirits are calling now, Hmmm

Do da han de du dan do…”